Below are the 19 most recent journal entries recorded in cbradio86's LiveJournal:

Sunday, December 3rd, 2006
7:06 pm	so apparently i get very emo when im black out drunk, sorry to all of you that read my earlier rant (Comment on this)
Saturday, September 9th, 2006
12:14 pm	7:30 my house to watch the game anyone is welcome (Comment on this)
Monday, July 3rd, 2006
12:09 am	dear cult members, what the hell is going on, im majorly confused. i apparently work too much and dont know whats going on. thanks. (Comment on this)
Monday, June 26th, 2006
7:23 pm	so i went to rotate my tires sunday, after washing and waxing the power scion. much to my dismay i found nails in both back tires, one couldnt be fixed so i had to buy a new one awesome. satuday was cool, got off work early to head over to the cousins for a bday party of chaos and fun lol, atleast 10 kids under the age of 8 should not be allowed in the same house. then to aarons for some cruizing and talking, then to tonys for a bit, then i met up with laura and got ice cream at mcdonalds, then back to tonys for some donkey kong three till the wee hours of the morning. good weekend id say! (Comment on this)
Friday, June 23rd, 2006
8:35 pm	"we must always fight the good fight" been a while since ive updated, lotta things on my mind lately been working upwards of 60 hour weeks, so thats why i havent seen anyone in forever seems like the more money i make the more expenses i have bad things never happen to bad people a guy at work almost divorced his wife for her technically cheating on him (he moved out and is mad about her having a hookup) yet talks about all the girls he used to have on the side..... this just doesnt make any fucking sense to me. ironically, i used to bitch about wanting to be done with college, but ive seen real life, i work 50 odd hour weeks, i go home eat go to bed, get up go to work. what else is there? i feel like im missing something in my life. dont take this as suicidal, but i feel like im going thru the motions and theres nothing to live for. does that make sense to anyone else? maybe its because i have no goals or no current aspirations. i dont get it, i simply dont get it blah Current Mood: blank and numb Current Music: diary of jane - breaking benjamin (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, May 3rd, 2006
6:59 pm	i realize i dont talk to you much anymore, but i still come and read goo's friends list ( ive com to accept it as the journals i care to read and none that i dont sry if ur not her friend lol) but i felt obliged to give a psuedo end of college entry i really dont like college, really i dont. yes getting drunk is fun, yay, but then again i did that toward the end of highschool and over the summer, its just a lil more freedom of when and where that college gives you classes arent fun. ive taken classes that ive literally learned nothing, iv spent over 15 grand ( 12 for dayton 3 for osu) and i feel like it was a rediculous waste. i havent made any new friends except for my roomate at ud and his best friend from hs, and i really only talk to my roomate every month or so. its fucking IMPOSSIBLE to meet people when u commute, i dont know how anyone else does it. i mean i know im shy, and not outgoing at first. and lastly i feel like college ( and lost of years of highschool and middle school) is holding me back, theres more i could do and accomplish if i wasnt in college.all i feel like im getting is a small piece of paper that says i spent between 50 and 100 grand does anyone else feel like this? Current Mood: blah (Comment on this)
Sunday, April 9th, 2006
8:55 pm	ive decided why i dont like college as much as everyone else. i havent taken a class yet ( besides religion) that i havent already taken in highschool. i havent seen much new material. all i do is go thru the motions, there is no learning, just remembering and perfecting. i have no drive, and i have no desire to complete hw or even show up for class, simply because theyre arent new. so hopefully next year will be better, because im getting tired of paying for my senior year of hs again. (Comment on this)
Sunday, March 26th, 2006
7:42 pm	i dont want to go back to school, boo class, yay being social. (Comment on this)
Saturday, March 18th, 2006
7:56 pm	so i transfered to osu, incase anyone still thought i was in dayton photo 300 math 152 chem 122 thats this quarters classes, im pumped about photo class, its gona be sweet! (Comment on this)
Thursday, December 29th, 2005
1:26 am	once again it is proven to me that i never know what to expect. tonite i was appauled. and by people who i would have least expected. they were snobby bratty bitches, and there is no nicer way to put it, they thought they were the shit, and they rule central. well thats too bad, cuz when they get out of college and realize guys dont want to date super-sluts they will be deemed unfit and intolerable, the profane in a world of pure, and i cannot wait. never have i been so embarrased to associate myself with someone. and worst of all i thought i would enjoy seeing them again, since it has literally been since my grad party that ive seen them. well i was wrong. very very very wrong. fortunately ive kept myself from getting really pissed and screaming like a drill seargent in their faces. which would simply be too much fun.anyway, some people change, some people you think have changed but were always that way and you never knew it (Comment on this)
Saturday, December 24th, 2005
3:30 pm	You Were Nice This Year! You're an uber-perfect person who is on the top of Santa's list. You probably didn't even *think* any naughty thoughts this year. Unless you're a Mormon, you've probably been a little too good. Is that extra candy cane worth being a sweetheart for 365 days straight? Were You Naughty or Nice This Year? tony would think thats funny, he always says im too nice for my own good (Comment on this)
3:25 pm	so last night was katies party, it was fun, loud but fun lol. finally got a gift for katy didnt think i was gona be able to pull it off but through the saving grace of her younger sister mandy, i did it. todays christmas eve and it doesnt feel like christmas at all. i hate getting older (alteast in this respect). but tomarrow were gona get up early open real quick and get to my cousins before they wake up and see the little ones open, which will be much more fun. its interesting. i guess having someone to get a gift for doesnt make christmas that much happier, but i think it does make it less depressing, even if i am contributing to the comercialism of it all. today i woke up fairly early got some laundry done and washed both my parents cars as part of their gift, and i bought the rest of the fam something goofy, however im gona get a picture of all of my brothers and my dad and pring an 8x10 for my mom. it shall be cool Current Mood: accomplished (Comment on this)
Sunday, December 18th, 2005
12:52 am	good night tonite, nothing special at all just good today we had "christmas" with my cousins which was basically us playing with the 4 and 6 year old all day long which is always incredibly fun. im not gona lie, i really enjoy throwing them around, today i held them really tight like in a ball and then kinda threw them into some plastic bowling pins, but i didnt let them go out of my arms so i didnt just throw them. and i dont think theyve laffed harder. i love those kids lol. then i came home for a bit and katy and i went to easton and shopped for her siblings. then cuz everything closed we left and then went to meijer to walk around which as always is sweet cuz its meijers and now im here, wishing i could fall asleep before 2 lol (Comment on this)
Tuesday, December 13th, 2005
11:02 pm	oooooooohhhhhhhhhh! i owned my calc test today. i metaphorically bent it over the table!!! unfortunatly i also had to get up at 7 to take an 8am chem lab final which was a joke and a waste of my time. other than that i dont really have anything to say other than only one more finaly and then moving out thursday morning (Comment on this)
Monday, December 12th, 2005
8:47 pm	yes its been forever, but i finally found a client so i didnt have to sign on to the livejournal site which was proving to be very irritating, the many month long gap between my last update. and since its been a while ill update im not going back to dayton, im going to work for a bit and then transfer to osu for the spring quarter. i decided against enlisting even though i truly would enjoy it. my dad is very against enlisting, and favors rotc. so im looking for job ideas if anyone has one also ideas for gifts for parents ? and any cars that are for sale that anyone knows of, cuz im probably in the market for one Current Mood: happy to get home asap Current Music: none (1 Comment |Comment on this)
Wednesday, June 1st, 2005
11:24 pm	alrighty grad party: sunday, 2-5, open house style, dont bring me a gift cuz im not bringing you one so dont make me feel really guilty please? (2 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, May 12th, 2005
7:48 pm	The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when everything is uncertain, one moment heaven... the next moment hell. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was ruthless, cold-blooded, and sarcastic. Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets. Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart? (Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 19th, 2005
6:45 pm	How to make a cameron Ingredients: 3 parts intelligence 1 part brilliance 5 parts leadership Method: Add to a cocktail shaker and mix vigorously. Serve with a slice of caring and a pinch of salt. Yum! Username: Personality cocktail From Go-Quiz.com (3 Comments |Comment on this)
Tuesday, April 5th, 2005
12:07 am	uh o back to having a journal guess i might as well update, 38 hours over spring break at the mountain, better be a damn big check friday got a cold all break that wouldnt go away, got summoned for jury duty yea that sums up spring break. sb 05 = suck and damn all you people for going to places like chicago and spain and santo domingo and leaving me behind!! (Comment on this)